Bwahhhh. Bored out of my mind and sick. I get these awfullll cramps and it sucks so bad. Mum said I might maybe have endo but I dunno. Either way I need to go to the doctors even tho they're evil and they hate me. Currently listening to Reality Check by The Teenagers on my portable CD player again. I love love LOVE them so much. The music is very fun and they even saw one of my insta posts!!! Aaaa! Also they're all pretty cute to b honest :p Alllsoooo I found an article from forever ago that said they "sound like a rap-paedo trying to coax a sylph-like nymph into his car" lollll.
> one of the bestest albums ever.
I did get a new CD too; You Could Have It So Much Better by Franz Ferdinand. I love them too, great album! I got more books too, and a new porcelain doll called Pamela. I'll likely show her and Charlotte (my other porcelain doll) on here eventually, I just need better pics of them ;-;
Other than that, I watched Lawrence of Arabia the other night in one sitting and ADORED it! It's one of my bestest faves and is in my Letterboxd top 4 atm. And since it's my blog I get to talk about the fact that Peter O'Toole AND the real life T.E. Lawrence were hot (yes, I feel conflicted about this, shut up). I have another blogspot blog for film reviews and also eventually analysis stuff that I haven't touched since April when I yapped immensely about Shame, which is an incredible movie as well. Though, I cried at a threesome scene. But I promise it was super sad but I can't explain it unless you watch it. Next movie on my "Need To Watch RIGHT NOW" list is Frank. I <3 Fassy and apparently it's sad. Thus, need to watch. Also the soundtrack sounds sososo good. I do need to stop procrastinating other movies on my watchlist AND the fact that I'm still on season 3 of Supernatural (it's a rewatch cuz I got my friends into it) but blehhhh I wanna watch more Fassy movies.
I dunno what else to say right now other than it's wayyyyyyyyyyyy too warm. Too hot. I hate it. I hate summer (I sound like Tom from (500) Days of Summer, geez). I miss winter and autumn bwahhhhhh. I have better clothes I can wear then too so now I'm stuck not even being able to wear my good jackets, and I don't have many baggy t-shirts to hide my chest (currently compromising with wearing two sports bras at once cuz I have no binder).
I really need to start reading more often. I haven't even finished The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov, nor Secretary by Mary Gaitskill (the lil book with 4 short stories, not just that one). I'm getting books piled up everywhere :((((( and I gotta read Pure by Andrew Miller for college. Speaking of college, Valerie asked if she could use my Media Studies coursework as a good example for next year's AS group!!! I'm trying to write a script for the poster but I might shorten the name from Veins of the Undying to just Veins or something. I don't know, Veins of the Undying does still sound cool as fuck though. I also have another script idea as well as some short story stuff AND some fic ideas but absolutely no energy. Ugh. All I've done is listen to music, scroll Tumblr, and make some gifs. Oh God, and I gotta practice my German and French and also try to learn guitar. UGHHH I gave myself too many plans!!!!
I think that's all I can think of right now. Byeee.
P.S. you should listen to the album Dear You by Jawbreaker. I was listening to it today. So so so good.
